[Tara]

Thanks for the input. It's been a whirlwind of emotions the last few years, not so much personally, but with the state of things in the world. I literally can crouched down with a soldier one minute (in dreams), then back to my reality. The difference between my dreams now and over 8 yrs ago is the complete sense of how real it is when I'm experiencing it. Dreams in the past were blurry, undetailed. Now all my senses are working while I'm dreaming. I've never been more afraid and more conscious at the same time. It has been inhibiting my ability to function as productively as I used to on a day to day basis. Now, if I could just quit paying attention to politics, war, starvation, etc. and meditate, maybe I can get something done! It seems I might be more productive meditating then dreaming. As I reflect, I realize the dreams are mostly scary and negative. Hmmm? Thanks again.