I am having problems with sleeping, it seems I have my days and nights mixed up...? On top of that, I average about 3-4 hours of sleep TOTAL
in a 24 hour period! I have weird electical feelings-pulsings that travel throughout my body. Have good energy, but notice when I meditate; there is a medium buzzing in my ears. I can focus but it is 'there' but not to the degree that it overpowers my meditation (if that sounds plausible?). Even with these strange things I'm surprisingly at peace and am no longer struggling with past guilts and anxiety; of which I had been experiencing for the past few years!
For the longest time (at least 8 years) I was struggling with severe depression. I do sincerely believe that I have let go of everything, forgiven myself, so much so that the present 'happenings' in the world today are not effecting me as things had before!
Back to the sleep thing: this has been going on for 6 mos now. I have lucid dreams that are more 'real' as if in an alternate reality. The best thing about those dreams...all of them are wonderful, and involve good scenarios. Some of them are so fabulous, that when I do wake up and realize it was a dream; I am disappointed to be back 'here'.
Then I quickly go to my 'oh well, it was wonderful while it lasted' phase and immediately go into my routine and thoughts of inspiration.
Is anyone else even remotely experiencing some of these things?
I'm interested in your thoughts on this!