[Heretic]

funny you guys bring up the idea that when you start something like this you get a really big kick

natures way of enticing you to continue, maybe?

I noticed that when I first woke up in the 70s, my path was busy busy, with a new plateau almost every week if I kept up discussion and bouncing ideas of my friend who was also waking up with me, of course we had no idea we were waking up then, we were just exploring metaphysical concepts and the world religions and putting 2 and 2 together etc

but as the years went by, those plateaus started to get less and less frequent, although just as powerful

I went for 7 years in the 90s with out one new plateau or even a CLUE to where my path should lead....as if life had stopped talking to me and giving me hints where I should be growing towards, I thought I was lost but I still had all my mental goods to toy with which kept me positive

I felt a little abandoned

then 911 happened and WOW...my mind was bombarded by it all again and I found my path again, yet still even these days I only get those really powerful WOW moments occasionally...maybe 3-4 times a year, and they seem to be getting smaller and smaller in intensity and scope compared to the big ones I was accustomed too in my earlier years

I really miss getting my mind blown like that

has anyone else observed this phenomenon or is it just me?


peace