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ChristinCP · 10-20-2008, 12:12 AM

This is such a simple question, but is so important. We talk about it all the time here at project avalon, the finer details of it. I've been getting increasingly frustrated lately b/c I feel like I have an important purpose, but nothing "big" is happening. What can I really do? I guess all we can really do is just change how we think individually, stay positive, be as good of a person as we can be, keep our loved ones informed (as much as they allow it anyways), follow our hearts, and see where things go from there.

I'm even beginning to wonder how much to actively seek outside information, or whether or not I should just rely on my own inner knowledge and spend my time learning things like astrology, tarot, numerology, etc., as well as trying to be more disciplined regarding meditation and making it a regular habit.

I wonder even how much things will really physically change as we approach 2012. My thoughts are changing daily regarding this, and I can't help but think that things may continue "as usual"? Perhaps I've just had delusions of grandeur about some great purpose that I have? Does anyone else feel like this? Like you're here to do something really important, but the opportunity is just not presenting itself?

Sometimes I just think I'd be happiest going back to church and singing about Jesus.

10-20-2008, 12:12 AM	#17
ChristinCP Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: New Castle, Delaware Posts: 80	Re: What does "awakening" mean? This is such a simple question, but is so important. We talk about it all the time here at project avalon, the finer details of it. I've been getting increasingly frustrated lately b/c I feel like I have an important purpose, but nothing "big" is happening. What can I really do? I guess all we can really do is just change how we think individually, stay positive, be as good of a person as we can be, keep our loved ones informed (as much as they allow it anyways), follow our hearts, and see where things go from there. I'm even beginning to wonder how much to actively seek outside information, or whether or not I should just rely on my own inner knowledge and spend my time learning things like astrology, tarot, numerology, etc., as well as trying to be more disciplined regarding meditation and making it a regular habit. I wonder even how much things will really physically change as we approach 2012. My thoughts are changing daily regarding this, and I can't help but think that things may continue "as usual"? Perhaps I've just had delusions of grandeur about some great purpose that I have? Does anyone else feel like this? Like you're here to do something really important, but the opportunity is just not presenting itself? Sometimes I just think I'd be happiest going back to church and singing about Jesus.