Old Project Avalon Forum (ARCHIVE) - View Single Post - Feeling un-motivated and quite out of place. And LOTS of paranormal stuff happening!

merkabagirl · 10-17-2008, 03:33 AM

Gee I can't believe I'm hearing all this! I've been experiencing extreme growing difficulty in doing simple tasks ... groceries, cooking, cleaning, driving, relating to 'other-minded' folk ... I put it off to being the fact that I've been off work due to disability for 5 years and figured I was just losing my 'edge' ... or my mind! I feel in an altered state almost continuously this past 2 weeks and it has been an ongoing process. I half-sleep for 4 hours and recite mantra for a few ... difficulty with simple communication, simple thought sequences ... very isolated/lonely but also very elevated at the same time. I too have often felt I was crying the tears of the whole planet ... of mama earth ... cleansing tears ... healing waters ... taking on this pain so that it could be transformed into lovelight ...

10-17-2008, 03:33 AM	#77
merkabagirl Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: Victoria, British Columbia Posts: 24	Re: Feeling un-motivated and quite out of place. And LOTS of paranormal stuff happeni Gee I can't believe I'm hearing all this! I've been experiencing extreme growing difficulty in doing simple tasks ... groceries, cooking, cleaning, driving, relating to 'other-minded' folk ... I put it off to being the fact that I've been off work due to disability for 5 years and figured I was just losing my 'edge' ... or my mind! I feel in an altered state almost continuously this past 2 weeks and it has been an ongoing process. I half-sleep for 4 hours and recite mantra for a few ... difficulty with simple communication, simple thought sequences ... very isolated/lonely but also very elevated at the same time. I too have often felt I was crying the tears of the whole planet ... of mama earth ... cleansing tears ... healing waters ... taking on this pain so that it could be transformed into lovelight ...