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Originally Posted by bowspearer

Part of that is being able to accept all parts of yourself positively, which last I checked, this thread was about- in particular, that the "freakboys" of this world are in fact different and positive ways and the fact that we are different is something to cherish, not to despair over.

Cherish & Despair~
Both polarities are man-made conditioned responses to adjectives you beLIEve to be ABOUT your person. You are not the you that you told you were, that you think you are, that you have been conditioned to think you are, but then again, NONE of us are.
We have all been conditioned away from our presence, through beLIEf systems, labels, and deep psychological influencing.
There is nothing to cherish or despair over, those are boxes that keep you from your essence and one another.
The ego is addicted to these labels, and the false sense of power it obtains through the beLIEf, when you defend your attachment to any of the characteristics or labels, worthy of cherishing or not, try & see objectively, how much emotion a little mental concept like "My" can generate.
Identifying with anything as yours or you, will ultimately cause you all the pain you have and none of it is kin to essence, which needs nothing to sustain it's neutral, unconditional vibration, it has existed always and is indestructible.

See that's what all the "U R TEH YLIT SUK!" posters in here fail to grasp. Most of us who are indigos have known we were different from a very young age, not because of some smug sense of superiority, but because there were those in our lives who made damn sure we knew it clear as crystal in a way that we were made to feel 'less' because of it, to the point where many of us have no self esteem left by the time we've reached adulthood.

Not sure what "U R TEH YLIT SUK! means...
but anyway..
"Made to feel?"
With all due respect, this is inaccurate.
You were given choices, and as a result of conditioned responses, you chose "less than."
But it was never true, it never held any weight in spirit. The ego was conditioned to think it was the driver, the engine the whole car. It was crashed into by other egos, and thought that any mental dent on it's psyche was an actuality, due to the conditioning of being influenced to identify with words & definitions as a reality, which created a beLIEf system, that followed you into your adulthood, and causes you to reflect on the past, thereby keeping it alive in the now.
And nothing changes if nothing changes.
I understand your thinking, and the way you are piecing this all together. I understand why it is you feel the need to defend your label and your story.
I did it for years.
I can answer yes to 20 of the questions that allow the Indigo label to be attached to my life story, but I have zero desire for it, because it does not exist. It is simply another crutch of a label that my ego would love to latch on to, so that it can have some man made word & definition to feel a delusional sense of power behind, and so it can perpetuate the illusion into the now which is seamless.
It is not necessary, it is potentially a belief that enables a wedge between myself and others who perhaps do not identify, when in essence, we are identical.
Having been the so-called victim in many situations, I easily identified with a bunch of labels that only blinded me from the absolute being that simply experiences life without attachment or need or speed-bumps.
When I finally was able to detach from all of the labels, AND the past, completely, when I was clear enough to realize that EVERYTHING is NOTHING, and that only my perception built on conditioned words & definitions, would make it SEEM real, I was able to detach, and see the fact that I had been conditioned to think in terms of separatism, as a result of identifying with the label & roles they perpetuate.
I was only conditioned to think that I was made to feel, and that in truth? None of what happened to me, was anything that created the me that I am in essence. Those are things that happened as a result of choice, and the choice to feel anything behind any of it, was ultimately made by only me. How I choose to identify with those things, will condition my role in this world, because my ego clings to roles, that is part of the conditioning.
And because people continue to dwell in the past, and all that has happened to who they think they are, they continue to repeat their misery or joy.
If we live consciously, if we do not attach to any role and instead, be the experience, the energy behind what is observing the contrast, we can take responsibility for the expansion that is necessary for the oneness that is.
There is only one thing that perpetuates evil on this planet, human unconsciousness.

Let me ask you something, if fate handed the world a glut of special and gifted people whose reason for being here was to make the world a better place, would you want them helping others and showing others what really matters so that ideally everyone on the planet starts to finally get it right, or would you rather make them feel pathetic, worthless, useless and like they'd be doing the world a favour if they committed suicide?

Fate hands nothing.
There is no blanket fate. An individuals perception of their own fate, will be as a result of the belief system they subscribe to. Belief systems are conditioning systems that retard the ability to live free and consciously.
There is energy, neutral, unconditional, expansive & profound. Thoughts derived from belief systems impede on our unity.
Rather large responsibility, "making the world a better place, showing others what really matters' for a group of people who cling to a label, a role, that by doing so, contradict their supposed mission of helping us get it right.
We cannot get this wrong.
Or right.
We can experience it consciously, or unconsciously.
What I prefer, is that the extreme emotions, the ego, the connection to conditioning, the belief systems, are seen for what they are, so that we can recognize our kinship and begin to live from a neutral place of allowing & loving effortlessly. All of us.

Anyone who says that question is even slightly extreme is honestly completely and utterly ignorant of the situation, because it highlights the reality of things.

No, it highlights YOUR reality of things.

In short, are you going to be either a part of the problem or a part of the solution, because there is no middle ground!

My answer would never satisfy you, as we define probelm & solution differently, and neither matter. I love you. I recognize you in me, and myself in you, beyond any of the lables or roles, beyond words and thoughts. That, matters, to me.