hehe. they told me last year that something big was going to happen when I'm 16. But it feels like..I'm supposed to be doing something.
Like last night, I tried recapitulation. As soon as I started, a loud thud from outside interrupted me. Like some sort of rock being thrown on metal. Only two possibilities it could've been were the roof or the car. But it definitely was neither. It scared me a little, but I tried again. I heard exactly the same thud sound. Looked outside and no one was there. tried again. Heard it again, only louder this time. Got so freaked out I gave up and went to bed. I didn't hear it again. Perhaps it was saved for today. Going to try again
