I can relate to what just about everyone here is saying. I am grateful for the internet and threads like this because if it weren't for forums like this, I would consider myself totally alone. I read in so many places how people feel just exactly like I do and yet when I go out into the public, people appear to be going on with their lives as if nothing in particular is going on with them or the world and I have learned to keep my mouth shut if I don't want to be treated like an oddball.