Every two minutes my broadband connection goes down and I have tripled my use with my provider. This has not happened in the years we have been up. Ever since I started posting this seems to be a common occurrence and it is really bugging me. Am I getting paranoid or what. I will just keep re-logging on it doesnt matter to me. Now I would like to say I have always wanted to have a discussion with three people in a room. The three people would be Steven Spielberg, Bill Gates and George Lucas. Now, I would love to add Kerry and Bill into that equation. For some reason I don't think this is going to come off - I would love to see it - but I dont think it could happen - you know why.
With everything I have got over the many years I cannot tell any of my family. My youngest son who is 26 now came in to see me looking and listening to one of the Camelot interviews and said oh, what are you watching there mum, one of those ufo things again, because they all know I have a big interest in that. What could I say, sit down and go through all of these yourself. At 26 and newly engaged with his new house and new life I dont think he wants to know, I dont think he would like me anymore for putting him on to this and as far as my husband goes - whooa, that is another thing. A most practical down to earth, hard working husband you would ever meet who thinks he is going to live to 80 or 90, retire at 60 with all of his little real estate investments, super and all the rest and if I open my mouth and say look why dont we just sell up and go somewhere peaceful and do that he says something like, are you mad, I have to work till I am 62 to 65 so we can afford to live in retirement. - Up against a brick wall and he thinks I am totally dippy with all my thoughts and so on.