That's strange.. last night I couldn't get to bed til 3AM but I was having the hardest time going to sleep, felt like I had way too much energy.
Also, I never ever do this.. but last night I woke up 4 times to use the bathroom and I didn't drink water for hours before going to sleep o_O. I ended up waking up at noon -_-
And all day today I've had an unusual amount of confidence. I confronted a friend to try to fix our friendship and also helped my friends get the apartment next to mine and also my other friend confronted her mom.
I have like this jump in motivation o_O and I've been a highly unmotivated person my whole life. Also, a couple days ago I stopped eating crappy foods and bought organic fruits and veggies (YUM!).
Last month I quit smoking cigs for 2 weeks, I'd been smoking for 4 years and never quit before but just got this huge confidence boost out of nowhere and convinced myself I could do it. And I did it but I did this on another island with my friend and when I came back to Oahu I got back into my bad habits, which is basically, not eating, smoking cigs, not getting anything done.
But I have this huge confidence boost seemingly out of nowhere again o_O. I was extremely depressed for a few days and then wabam! I wanna get all these things done and get rid of these damn cigs once and for all. Man.. those 2 weeks without poison(nicotine) were magical
We have such magnificent changes ahead of us, we can all succeed, without fear, and full of love, forever.
We see that when we face our fears head on, with love, how silly it was to fear it in the first place.
Get rid of those pesky regrets and bring on the ascension
Love you guys, may the force be with you.