I'm going to take a guess at what happens in the beginning based off of the experiences I've had this year since I've awoken, heck.. even before I woke up, bizarre things were happening.
Basically, since i've awoken, even though I was still chainsmoking cigarettes (2 packs a day for 4 years), hardly eating (1 meal a day or every other day, bad bad habit..) I was seeing shadows move around in my room (I thought I was going mentally insane, until I realized I've BEEN mentally insane my whole life til I realized I was soul, can't even begin to explain how happy I was to realize that..).
I was getting extremely intense open/closed eye visual 'hallucinations' and audio 'hallucinations'. I don't think they're hallucinations at all anymore though, hence why they're quoted. The countless nightmares i've had my whole life make more sense this year than they ever have in my life!
I was hearing voices shout words and numbers at me. I wasn't afraid of any of these visions, I was, at the time, more afraid of losing my sanity. I can't stand losing control of myself, so when this was all happening, I got curious, super curious. And thus started researching like mad this whole year.
Yesterday, I saw 9:11AM and 9:11PM. For months I've been seeing 11:11, 2:22, etc etc.. This whole year I've been seeing these numbers.
When I quit smoking cigarettes for 2 weeks last month, I was having intense daydreams, every one of them came true except for one that I intervened with. Also my thoughts have been manifesting within days.
With all of these manifestations and visions coming true I have had to realize the responsibility that comes with my every thought. Me bike riding, thinking i'm gonna get hit by a car, and then almost getting hit by several cars on my way home is frightening. This happens every time I start thinking I'm gonna get hit by a car, so my intent, is to get hit based off of fear, so far I've avoided all of these cars..
So that's my guess.. based off of the countless bizarre things that have happened to me, and those around me this year, I can only assume this is change. And so far I'm riding next to the flow, and not with it. That's gotta change. May the force be with you
