Thank you for posting the video Maya, Dolores was fascinating and enlightening.
However, checked my October 18th calendar 2006, and I was very ill with depression, so that explains my thousand-fold depressive continuing illness!
Better pull myself together, and try to love myself more - as well as sending even more positive vibes to anyone who has ever hurt me. Forgiveness may be the answer....
How can I learn to love myself? That would appear selfish or vain.
Since I was very small, I have always felt 'alone' - even though I took caring roles in life. That has never ever gone away, and often wished that it would all end soon.
I always try to be good to others, but am not good to myself. I don't want material things. I gave what little money I had away - it doesn't matter.
I just feel so sad that we may have to see terrible suffering, and can only do so much ourselves.
