In my darker moments, yes. It's easy to get overwhelmed by the magnitude of what's going on. It does make it harder to function in society when you know what's really happening.
I was really depressed about it all a couple of years ago, then I stumbled across an earlier version of this presentation by Ian Lungold. This really lifted me out of the hole; i bought the DVDs and still pull them out occasionally when I'm feeling overrun.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?do...JZS-rQLXkdG-BA
http://video.google.com/videoplay?do...NISSrgKt18WQCg
These aren't copyrighted- he decided it was that important to get the message out that freely allowing copying was the only way to do it. It's an antidote to the NWO blues, and reminds me that no matter how bleak things look sometimes from our ground level perspective everything is on course.
I hope they help you guys as much as they helped me.
Blessings
