Great I feel a bit better knowing I'm not the only one feeling like this!
I hasten to add I'm not usually like this but I have been worried about the financial situation about to implode in the world an making sure I'm prepared so I can be safe and therefore in a better position to help others.
I really find my emotions are hyper sensitive at the moment. Just after I sent that note earlier, I was in tears with regards a comment my ex-fiance made about any employer being proud to have me.. And it hit a nerve that I realised I feel completely undervalued at work, almost like it is a complete waste of time. Especially when you know there are free energy devices / engines running on water and you are working in engineering automotive powertrains. I want to feel I'm helping to light the way for others...
I want to help wake people up, but my methods at the moment are clearly not working. I want to use my skills to help people and clearly be more ethical with the job I do. I have been reading through the free energy devices there are many and I'd love to work in that field but it is underground currently probably without funding and everyone I talk to about it smirks.
Are there any ethical / lightworker job agencies or websites?
I work for one of these unethical companies which is in the Zeitgiest Movie
Talking of light, I feel like a 5W bulb in a black hole
Listening to "Holy Harmony" to cheer me up...
Love and Light