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lotusflower · 10-07-2008, 07:58 PM

I must admit..I too feel that maybe I should have taken the blue pill. I have found myself to be obsessed with finding out more and more true informatio and it has led me to lose track of my life, whether it be an illusion or not. I guess what I am trying to say is that most people have found "happiness" even in this "slavery or control." People have ambitions, hobbies, families and everyday things that make up their lives. When I first came across this kind of information years ago, I told everyone I could and they all looked at me as if I was crazy or even gullible to believe such stories. But now I ask what good has knowing this information done in my life. I want to be happy and not worried. I really wish that I can awaken more people. I have done so with some family and my boyfriend but they all say the same thing "Its just the way it is.we can't change it." I am starting to believe it. I can't even get fellow co-workers to come together and fight for a contract, how will I get people to realize that they are enslaved. I guess I need some guidance because deep down inside I know I cannot go back now and pretend I never knew any of this......but what can we really do, besides blog about it...what are the real physical solutions to be done..where are all the leaders to help lead this cause????? Many questions----anyone have the answers

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10-07-2008, 07:58 PM	#10
lotusflower Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 41	Re: Wish you had taken the blue pill? I must admit..I too feel that maybe I should have taken the blue pill. I have found myself to be obsessed with finding out more and more true informatio and it has led me to lose track of my life, whether it be an illusion or not. I guess what I am trying to say is that most people have found "happiness" even in this "slavery or control." People have ambitions, hobbies, families and everyday things that make up their lives. When I first came across this kind of information years ago, I told everyone I could and they all looked at me as if I was crazy or even gullible to believe such stories. But now I ask what good has knowing this information done in my life. I want to be happy and not worried. I really wish that I can awaken more people. I have done so with some family and my boyfriend but they all say the same thing "Its just the way it is.we can't change it." I am starting to believe it. I can't even get fellow co-workers to come together and fight for a contract, how will I get people to realize that they are enslaved. I guess I need some guidance because deep down inside I know I cannot go back now and pretend I never knew any of this......but what can we really do, besides blog about it...what are the real physical solutions to be done..where are all the leaders to help lead this cause????? Many questions----anyone have the answers Just feeling down[/FONT[/SIZE]]