great post! as the day gets closer and closer and my preparations r complete i have taken a look back at how i got here and im asking myself the same questions. actually i basically went with my gut (which could be paranoia and neurosis) and dissapeared from my life to get out of new york city spending almost all my money into survival preparations! ive also been arguing till im blue in the face anyone who will listen that we are standing "on the precipice of a great crossroads" as little carmine would say. look at history though things happen! why does everyone think we r immune from change? also when the dam breaks, history can move very very fast.. we will know soon enough if we are a bunch of chicken little crazies.
