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Originally Posted by Chinacat
I have always felt different, this feeling started as a child. At 8 yrs, I was in a serious car accident, and suffered emotional trauma as a result and then over the next several years brutalized me with physical violence. I have become the person I am becasue of this brutalization, and I think it is a good thing. Meaning, I am who I am, for the reasons I am, for a reason. If that makes sense.
So, I think I have learned a lot here on this prison planet about the worst of people. I think I have learned from others (like my grandmother) about the best of people. I have always felt that was my job here: observe the life of humans on Earth, take notes and be prepared to report to higher headquarters about what life is like here.
I know, it is all so strange. Believe me, I feel strange, all the time. If you met me, you would never guess what I feel.
I have always felt strong deja vu in my life, I knew about the car wreck before it happened for instance. I will now tell you that I believe we will see a nuclear event involving Iran. Not sure of the details, but there will be a nuclear event somewhere in the world and it will be connected to Iran. I have 'known' this since about 1990.
I am ready to go. My bags are packed. I am not sure if I have fullfilled my destiny/karma/purpose here on Earth, and I will pray on that. I think I am going to scrifice myself for others. Hard to pin down, just a sense I 'die' so that others might 'live'.
Thanks for reading. Not sure If I make sense.
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Chinacat:
I hope you're wrong about Iran. Fulford holds out the hope, at least, that there are enough sane people within the establishments to prevent just what you are talking about. An Iran event is a particular timeline. Burisch discusses this, and how part of that particular timeline has been changed. We create the end of the story, each of us here. Everyone present at an event participates in the creation of that event, even if they are not the "major players." We are all here. What we think and how we feel matters to outcomes. It's metaphysics and quantum physics, together.
I too have felt, from a very early age, that I was different. Nothing on this planet ever made sense to me or felt right, even as a small child. It didn't get any better as I grew up. I fell into a great depression, like I had been sucked into a black hole, all my life energy draining away. Through many years of hard work to climb out of that hole, I discovered beauty, which is a thing of wonder for me! Now I acknowledge that I don't believe I am from this planet. I've stopped trying to "fit in," and am very happy with that, pursuing my own course of love for this planet and its lifeforms. I work with plants and animals.
I had a traumatic childhood, too. Do you know that you can change the past if you want to? If you've never heard that, it sounds strange at first because we believe the past is cut in stone, but you can truly do that. We can choose what we want to believe and how we want to be. Even though we have been severely shaped by negative experience, we don't have to be trapped by that experience if we choose otherwise. Does this make sense? It's a choice. Choice is an amazingly powerful thing.
I wish you well on your chosen path.