[Circlewerk]

Richard,
Thank you.
I felt a breakthrough, (for lack of a better word) while I was reading your experience & interpretations.
All of the experiences with "entities & spiritual forces" I have had since I was a child were defined by those who took me under their wing, and did their best to guide me, yet I always felt sort of trapped in those definitions. The expansion of my understanding was inevitable thanks to my vibration and my seemingly natural rebellion base. The struggle is alive and well, even when I am not minding it.
In regards to the Akashic Records, would it be safe to say that the Mandelbrot Set is exactly this?
Repetition of influenced thoughts creating boundary, however holographic.
Even in past life regressions, though I am observing and understanding, which enables a psychological "letting go," it is clear to me that there was never anything to let go of in the first place.
That it is only the ego that defines things, in order to attach & identify, lowering a vibration all together.

I had one week.
One week when I remembered & became everything. When I realized the illusion of division.It was as if i walked on air, on this plane.
That was in 95.
Going there in vibration now, is the most rewarding exhale I know.
I wish to be there longer.
I see & feel people, when detachment is suggested, there is an instant rejection & fear frequency.
When I am neutral, truly loving unconditionally, there is no result to desire.
There is simply that vibration and it has a pulse like life, only much bigger, fiercely profound, yet still, nothing.
Words diminish it.

Again, Richard, Thank you!
CW