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Kituwa · 10-03-2008, 10:11 PM

The reason i am on social security disability is because i have post traumatic stress disorder and multiple personality syndrom from my wonderfull experiance as an mkultra victim that started when i was a very young child.It was in fact one of the mkulta doctors that got me on SSD, i had not even heard of disability before he told me about it. I am pretty sure the whole reason they wanted me on it was so i could be called/used when ever they wanted me without a job interfearing. I was put on disabilty in my early 20's and i am 49 now . It is hard sometimes, makes me feel like im good for nothing. I have always done everything i could to be a contributor to my comunity when i can. Nowdays i clean house, wash clothes , cook , do the laundry and run the boys back and forth to football games and ball practice after school so i guess im the soccor dad,lol. It is sort of amusing in a way, i was trained as a killer for the gov and here i am doing laundry,lol. I used to be very angry and bitter about what was done to me but i have found the best way for me to live with myself is to be the best human that i can be, to help others when i can, and find a little humor in my life every chance i get.

10-03-2008, 10:11 PM	#22
Kituwa Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: TN Posts: 8	Re: What about those in US who rely on welfare The reason i am on social security disability is because i have post traumatic stress disorder and multiple personality syndrom from my wonderfull experiance as an mkultra victim that started when i was a very young child.It was in fact one of the mkulta doctors that got me on SSD, i had not even heard of disability before he told me about it. I am pretty sure the whole reason they wanted me on it was so i could be called/used when ever they wanted me without a job interfearing. I was put on disabilty in my early 20's and i am 49 now . It is hard sometimes, makes me feel like im good for nothing. I have always done everything i could to be a contributor to my comunity when i can. Nowdays i clean house, wash clothes , cook , do the laundry and run the boys back and forth to football games and ball practice after school so i guess im the soccor dad,lol. It is sort of amusing in a way, i was trained as a killer for the gov and here i am doing laundry,lol. I used to be very angry and bitter about what was done to me but i have found the best way for me to live with myself is to be the best human that i can be, to help others when i can, and find a little humor in my life every chance i get.