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Originally Posted by Jacqui D
Now if i have to do this thing alone without my family then i know i have everyone here right behind me.
Crikey this is getting really emotional for me and i'm feeling really weepy 
Can this collective connection becoming stronger. 
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Hi,
Well the thing that keeps ringing in my head is "service to others". To just decide and go for it alone .... opposes it.
And that's the duality here ... you don't want to freak everybody out. But keeping your mouth shut will leave them in the dark.
But you have to pick the positives out of it right ? Because I am on my own now I have room to move and prepare.
And I prepare for at least the 4 of us ... With them here around it would have obstructed me probably.
I also regard this as a positive period having a good reason to crank up the progress of what I wanted to do anyway.
I started to grow my own veggies and this weekend I finally hope to complete my windmill / wind power project.
Acquiring this knowledge/experience will be of service to others too.
Cheers