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mntruthseeker · 10-03-2008, 04:35 AM

I kept having a similiar dream but on different occasions and I mean years apart, something would change. I am always in a very large building complex. Its made up of red bricks. I am a young boy and I am about 8 or 9 yrs of age. Sometimes I am alone and sometimes with another younger child. There is furniture all over the place as if the rooms were no longer there. One big space. I also see boxes and boxes of clothes for kids. some are for babies.
Now in some dreams I am crawling on the floor with someone over to a window to peek outside. Other times I am inside a cubby hole hiding and its dark and wet & I can't breathe but I'm so scared that I can hear my heart beating I am dressed only in kacki shorts and can see sweat going down my chest. My dreams end at this point, but this has been going on for close to 20 years now. Another time (as the same young boy) I am running up the stairways to a buidling carrying an apple that I stoled and being chased by an officer of some type. my mind says I'm in Germany. I am scared as the stairs are going no where..............I turned because my glasses fall and see him stepping on them. I wake up

two weeks ago, I seen a video online regarding Boys Town and Father Flannigan. I cried for days and can't stop the site as I know............That was where I was as a child.

I couldn't bring myself to see the whole video as I got so violently sick. I am wondering ..........Am I suppose to find out more about that or is that enough? I really don't want to.

Somebody in here mentioned on a thread to visualize children playing and laughing in Africa. Well because he did that, I have at least gotten through so many days now doing just that. I don't want to remember this and I am not sure what I need to do to get past that "past life"

10-03-2008, 04:35 AM	#17
mntruthseeker Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Minnesota Posts: 2,482	Re: Past Lives I kept having a similiar dream but on different occasions and I mean years apart, something would change. I am always in a very large building complex. Its made up of red bricks. I am a young boy and I am about 8 or 9 yrs of age. Sometimes I am alone and sometimes with another younger child. There is furniture all over the place as if the rooms were no longer there. One big space. I also see boxes and boxes of clothes for kids. some are for babies. Now in some dreams I am crawling on the floor with someone over to a window to peek outside. Other times I am inside a cubby hole hiding and its dark and wet & I can't breathe but I'm so scared that I can hear my heart beating I am dressed only in kacki shorts and can see sweat going down my chest. My dreams end at this point, but this has been going on for close to 20 years now. Another time (as the same young boy) I am running up the stairways to a buidling carrying an apple that I stoled and being chased by an officer of some type. my mind says I'm in Germany. I am scared as the stairs are going no where..............I turned because my glasses fall and see him stepping on them. I wake up two weeks ago, I seen a video online regarding Boys Town and Father Flannigan. I cried for days and can't stop the site as I know............That was where I was as a child. I couldn't bring myself to see the whole video as I got so violently sick. I am wondering ..........Am I suppose to find out more about that or is that enough? I really don't want to. Somebody in here mentioned on a thread to visualize children playing and laughing in Africa. Well because he did that, I have at least gotten through so many days now doing just that. I don't want to remember this and I am not sure what I need to do to get past that "past life"