Life on hold? Yes. I feel like I'm waiting for something "big." I don't know what it is. It could be disaster or a big bolt of holy light energy from the cosmos. Just waiting for something.
This is a heavy time in our history. From all the 'stuff' we've looked at, ie, viedeo on youtube, articles, messages, books, websites, etc., there is dedinitely something 'special' happening and may even intensify. I feel something coming on stronger everyday. It feels like unexplainable energy that is trying to stretch out and touch everyone and everything. Sort of like the consciousness everyone keeps talking about.
Everyone here at Avalon is not alone although we probably feel that way. It's amzing when you start looking for answers how quikly they start coming to you. We are so close to something 'big' that I am just getting a little too anxious here. It very well could be the shifting of planets as Michael St. Clair describes in his work. It might all just be a big hoax that could send us further and further into the nothingness we already perceive when we are 'out' of the matrix. By that I mean that it really is nothing. It's what WE create or mostly co-create.
There seems to be a Divine presence after all. What IT is, I don't know. If the Vedic scripture is right and the Hopi, Mayan, and other civilizations are on track, we are due for the greatest age of enlightenment we've ever witnessed as a species. I hope that there is a Golden Age just around the corner. I feel it somehow and I don't know where it's coming from.