I'm having issues w/what I think is seeing through the eyes of others while meditating or asleep. It's like for a moment I pick up on someone else's experience, mostly very intense events.
Examples- while meditating I'm suddenly not me, but a man in black boots in the desert with shooting everywhere. There are helicopters flying overhead and people are yelling at me to go up the ladder. It's a black rope ladder hanging from a chopper. I'm shooting people with an assault rifle while trying to reach the ladder. I'm standing on something, there is chaos everywhere. And that's it.
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This one was during a dream and was most freaky. I was having a normal dream and then this event just inserted itself out of nowhere. It was so real.
I was in this house and there were so many children. I'm not sure *who* I was, couldn't see myself. The kids were all getting snacks - it was early in the day- and then the house was being sprayed w/bullets. There were other adults there, too and people were getting shot, windows were breaking, the house itself was thin and bullets were ripping holes in it. The kids were like 4/5 years old maybe? They were Asian I think. Everyone was so I assume I was, too. I was trying to get all the kids into the shelter, we had a hole in the floor w/stone steps and the kids were climbing down. There was a little boy who was holding his cake and he was coming to get down into the hole. He stopped and looked at me. Then he said, "My legs aren't working. Can you carry me?". Keep in mind they are not speaking in English but I understand everything. I looked at him and there was a tiny red spot growing on his chest. He was just standing there and seemed to have no idea he had been shot, just thought his legs stopped working. I picked him up and cuddled him and told him I'd help him. He died in my arms, bullets still flying everywhere, rapid fire. That's all I remember.
I'm not sure what the nationality was, where I was. It didn't seem like we were Chinese or Japanese or what people automatically assume as Asian- more like one of the smaller countries (Russian breakaways like Kazakstan or something?) or possibly Indonesia? No idea.
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And this came to me in a more visionary way- I was just seeing something, I wasn't somebody else this time. I was in some small town and this giant metal sign w/lights on it (like a drive-in sign maybe?) just fell w/a big crash. Then this wind came through and all the trees bent over. And that was it.