[Steven]

Hello Nuxa. Through your words I perceive a very kind person. Your humor is honey on my peanut butter sandwich.

You're asking for guidance, but you have said it all! Of course you have to start somewhere. Where you are on this journey is a perfect place to begin.

Too much information not well integrated/discerned can cause indigestion. But here is a start you already Know.

Settle a time to be alone, in a quiet place, no music, no disturbance form outside and calm down your mind. For this moment, you will take off pieces of your current Life that labels you as if you would be doing for clothes. Take off your name, your parents, your friends, your education, your profession, your social activities...

What is left is your true self, your very soul. Extension of the Universe/Creator. Ask for inner Peace and guidance to your true self, yes it is like talking to yourself in a way. You can ask anything you want, make it simple and clear. Then observe for a time. What comes is a guidance through your own symbolical language.

There are many techniques to contact your higher-self, but this one works and is very simple. This action will give you inner peace, sharpen your discernment, and open a door to frequencies that comes form the Voice/Sound of the Creator. It is NOT exclusively an intellectual action. It needs a balance of all your being. Your Hearth, Mind and Soul.

All my blessing to you, Steven