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macrostheblack · 09-27-2008, 02:09 PM

I like what ANCHOR put, some of it mirrors my situation. I have a stalker in my life or rather two - this sick women and her male friend.(dont know if they are in a close relationship of just related) She used to follow me everywhere with worrying loving effection(1997-1999) - only she chose to hide from me. She seemed totaly in love with me from the way she spoke about wanting me etc. It began to get on my nerves for she wouldnt leave me alone and yet refused to face me. In 2000 her male friend either disliked me or was jealous and began joining in by launching total hate and anger towards me - again keeping his identity hidden. As time passed he got more and more angered almost to the point of evil showing no concern for who heard him. She went along with this and swayed from concern for me to enjoyment in making me suffer. She then began going on about having a power or being psychic - knowing my thoughts, world etc. She craves public attention without regard to my welfare, he craves my downfall. They joined forces to feed off of my life and for around 2 years broke me down a little. My inner voice kept on telling me not to give in and fall apart and i built my life back up, got a new career, met new friends etc. It still happens today and although shes been quiet so far, no doubt she is outside somewhere nearby. At times she seems possessed in the way she can be so cruel in choice of words as does this guy who backs up her sick public statements. The police cannot help without names, identity and public support - no one will own up to knowing her/him. She strangely still as feeling for me - does that make sense. It is like anything i do is riddiculed by her and him - i can do nothing right in their words. It is a very wierd experience.

I have been brief here but one last thing is that when all this started my life was reaching a great time where i was kind of reaching my goals. Then she came into it and ruined everything for me. What has surprised me is the way that i have rebuilt my life back around all this hell simply by holding the firm belief that i am innocent. I have tried the bubble method and a shower method that cuts cords and bindings - but all are short lived.

Thanks for reading this.

Mark

09-27-2008, 02:09 PM	#13
macrostheblack Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 386	Re: Protecting yourself I like what ANCHOR put, some of it mirrors my situation. I have a stalker in my life or rather two - this sick women and her male friend.(dont know if they are in a close relationship of just related) She used to follow me everywhere with worrying loving effection(1997-1999) - only she chose to hide from me. She seemed totaly in love with me from the way she spoke about wanting me etc. It began to get on my nerves for she wouldnt leave me alone and yet refused to face me. In 2000 her male friend either disliked me or was jealous and began joining in by launching total hate and anger towards me - again keeping his identity hidden. As time passed he got more and more angered almost to the point of evil showing no concern for who heard him. She went along with this and swayed from concern for me to enjoyment in making me suffer. She then began going on about having a power or being psychic - knowing my thoughts, world etc. She craves public attention without regard to my welfare, he craves my downfall. They joined forces to feed off of my life and for around 2 years broke me down a little. My inner voice kept on telling me not to give in and fall apart and i built my life back up, got a new career, met new friends etc. It still happens today and although shes been quiet so far, no doubt she is outside somewhere nearby. At times she seems possessed in the way she can be so cruel in choice of words as does this guy who backs up her sick public statements. The police cannot help without names, identity and public support - no one will own up to knowing her/him. She strangely still as feeling for me - does that make sense. It is like anything i do is riddiculed by her and him - i can do nothing right in their words. It is a very wierd experience. I have been brief here but one last thing is that when all this started my life was reaching a great time where i was kind of reaching my goals. Then she came into it and ruined everything for me. What has surprised me is the way that i have rebuilt my life back around all this hell simply by holding the firm belief that i am innocent. I have tried the bubble method and a shower method that cuts cords and bindings - but all are short lived. Thanks for reading this. Mark