You are not alone my friend. Some of us spend so much time, sipping coffee, riding the train, watching the fog roll in every morning, knowing, feeling deep down in our ghost-bones that there is something there so special, and so wondrous that we can not even describe it going on...its like seeing that beautiful blue Earth rising over the surface of the moon...and wanting so badly to know the great mystery of it all....an knowing that you DO, somewhere inside of you
You are not alone. We are together.