[THE eXchanger]

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Join Date: Aug 2008
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Re: The eXchanger's Thread -2008 The Year of The Trinity of New Beginnings

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Originally Posted by lohiaaditya
Hi eXchanger,
You sound very knowledgeable. What got your interest in astrology and related things? I am very curious to know what attracts people to astrology. Where I stay, there can be two reasons- the first- curiosity of the attention it gets and the second- so that the 'burden' of working and making something of your life goes away and you can happily rely on what the astrologer says and take it easy, it another matter that most are in it without credible knowledge. And of course there is always the third- the people who want to know more about astronomy or probably already know a lot a want to share, very genuinely.

My personal feelings about astrology is that, regardless of what it says, it is important to work hard and be creative, which I think many neglect by assuming that since I am destined for greatness why the hell care. Of course with the very amateurish astrology knowledge I think that astrology, WHEN CORRECTLY GUIDED can help you WHILE you work hard.

I have always utilised a professional, like St.CLAiR,
the reason you pay them a lot of money, is, that oft times,
they have answers for you, my first astrologer, was $250
and, that was back in about 1984-when i was 26,
she did a lot of work, to hand create those charts,
and, her delivery, of them, was taped,
and, still to this day, i listen to them occasionally.

she told me she could teach people about astrology,
through the aspects of my chart,
and, i sat and listened to her,
when you are paying people a lot of money for advise,
it's a good idea, to keep quiet,
and, listen, and, try to let, all of their wisdom sink in.

Around 30ish, she told me, my path was charted,
and, to just do the work, required,
and, that around the age of 48/49,
i would start a process to step into myself,
and, by 52, which occurs for me, in 2010,
it would set into motion,
something quite interesting,
and, she did NOT want to ruin my voyage of self discovery,
these astrologers, are often, very wise.

I was drawn to a numerology book,
at the age of NOT quite four, when in those days,
believe it or NOT, little kids, could go to the store,
to get simple things, like milk, or bread,
and, get change from a $1.00 bill.

It was in the "last temptation section"...
before you check out, with the magazines, etc.,
i had 2 quarters, that were burning a hole in my pocket,
and, just itching to be spent.

I had eye spied it, a few times,
and, it indigo blue cover, with white writing,
and, red, caught my eye.

When, i was there, doing the weekly shopping,
with my mum and dad, i asked to have it.
Of course, my parents, very frugal, in those days,
did NOT buy anything, that was NOT an absolute
requirement.

My dad said, "do you have the 2 bits to buy it" ?
My mum, said, "what on earth,
do you want a foolish book like that, save your two bits".

My dad, said to my mum,
"it appears to be, a book about numbers, it will be good for her", and, i was allowed to purchase it.

I started this journey, with a mother, who read, at least
2 small books to me nightly, before bedtime, every night,
from just before, i turned one, until i was five.

Then, i preferred to do my reading alone,
and, my brother, who was 3 3/4 years younger than me, needed her.

As, i got to be three, i was reading them,
right along with her. I was always fascinated, by pictures, and, numbers.
As i read, the descriptions of the numbers,
It seemed to me, that, all these words, they were saying
about my numbers, could be a truth.
Take the positive aspects, and, apply those,
and, pay attention, that none of these negative comments,
ever came to pass.

It seemed to me, that my whole life, could be eXplained,
that way.

My full natal name was a three, and, leaving out my middle name, i was a five.

I sure loved reading this stuff,
so, i figured out the numbers, for absolutely everything, i could think about.

I actually loved dancing with numbers, and,
those pages, as, if, what it said about these numbers,
could be applied, i was in, for a very good life.

Amazing the things, that influence us.

Even, my spirit name was a a 57/12/3.

For most of my life, i lived as a 5,
at a point, i started to utlise, all of my name,
was when, i graduated high school,
and, got right into business, and, went to school,
part-time, and, i loved the vibration of three.

When, i was 5, my grandfather gave me a subscription to
National Geographic, and,
i was fascinated with it,
the book would be totally dog eared by the end of a month,
it became my bible,
we did NOT have one of those, in our home,
it was NOT until, the age of 13,
that i was given such a thing.

And, it was white leather, with a gold zipper,
and, i am NOT even sure, why they gave it to me.
I was scared to get the thing dirty.

My mum, always felt guity, i am sure,
that her country upbringing,
where everyone goes to the church,
was NOT a part of my upbringing.

I went to church, once, for a period of time,
with a friend, as a kid, and,
was once struck by a lightning bolt,
in a seminar, when, i uttered the words,
i have NEVER stolen anything.
And, then i remembered, that going to church,
with a friend, i had extracted 25 cents from my parents,
and, putting only 10 cents into the collection tray,
and, keeping 15 cents, for chips/and, chocolate bars,
and, thinking that was a good exchange,
for one hour of my time on Sunday morning,
when nothing good, was on TV
was also stealing.

One day, i actually calculated, what i felt i had taken,
and, went back, and, gave it to them, in a donation,
with interest included, up to that date,
it was amazing what the amount of interest was
but, i felt better for doing that.

It also helped out a young man.

Books are fascinating things, i know, sometimes,
i would look deep into the pictures,
and, see if i could travel there, and,
sometimes, i had, what could be termed,
missing time, and, not-in-your body experiences,
and, i knew was something going on.

i would see buildings, and, places that were familiar,
and, i always noticed eyes, and, drew them,
with great detail, although, i could NOT get anything
about the face right, and, i would crumble them up,
and, become frustrated.

i drew so many different types of stars,
with precision, that, i did NOT even need a ruler,
to draw them...my favourite was always, a venus star.

i had a dad,
who was very mechanical, and, technical too,
and, he would make me, solve these crazy equations.

With things in them, that didn't fit together,
and, you would first have to discover all the common demoniters,
to even have the ability to take a crack at it, to solve it.

I like things, to make sense, NOT only did it have to feel
right in my head, it also had to pass the gut feeling too.

I was always fascinated by nature,
how things multiplied, and, how to be out in it,
and, one with nature.
Thankfully, we had many farms,
and, many cottages in the family,
and, we were blessed, to be able to go to them.

There i learned how to get lost in all that surrounded me,
and, why things, have a purpose.

Have NOT yet, solved why we have mosquitos on earth,
and, once, when i was little,
i actually talked telepathically to their King/or Queen of The Wingmakers,
and, asked to never be bitten again,
and, surprisly, they complied with my request.

Later, i explored this, in a little more depth.

Understanding the flow of nature,
hearing the energy, of a tree,
why does a stream make those sounds,
does it change, if you alter/and, change the rocks,
knowing what the sound of a cricket was,
and, that if they choose to build a home near your home,
and, you could hear them, you were lucky.

I learned to imitate the sounds,
and, could make many of them myself,
my dad, on the other hand, is quite an expert at this,
and, confuses the cardinals and bluejays.

So many times, i felt this feeling of lost time, and,
of being outside of me, and,
being a part of something that was quite large, by comparison to me.

I had a near death experience, in my seventh year,
at the age of six, after that, i would sometimes,
look at these pages in book, and, then the actual images
would roll in my mind, and, i would see things.

I have always had elemential spirits, around me,
from the time, i was born,
i think there is another thread on that,
that i once started to type some stuff on, and, i stored it.

i suppose most of all math/and,
equations they made sense,
you could balance them, and, prove the answer,
know it was a truth.

At night, i grew up, outside of the city,
a lot on weekends, and,
there is absolutely nothing more pretty, than the sky,
and, the stars, and, moon--

i think even my neck, has a tilt in it

i know i am here, to discover truth...
and, i know, we set our lives to music,
and, until the rest of the band shows up,
it is the time, that we all have to play alone ...
all of that is shifting, into lots of different voices,
that, are all activating, and, starting a process
to speak up, and, speak out,
spilling beans, can be, a lot of fun,
some of them will sprout on their own,
and, others will actually grow like vines.

We are, all here, to eXchange
with one another, and, in that process,
create something quite new...
it's a great time, to be here

give us your input

scatter your seeds

this is "the safe thread"

brightest blessings

susan
the eXchanger

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Last edited by eXchanger; 09-20-2008 at 12:31 AM.