I think you should stay around this site little longer you will begin to feel the very good vibes that run from everyone here.
Other than that get yourself a good wind chime in the garden listen to it when it plays in the breeze and imagine yourself high up in a mountain somewhere, it works for me every time.
Also it sounds like you may be around to many negative people associate yourself with people who can lift you not bring you down.
Down worry mate when the conscience lift comes you'll be singing up in the trees lol!
