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Old 09-24-2008, 01:49 AM   #221
Gareth
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Auckland, New Zealand
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Originally Posted by harmony View Post
Hi All,
My first post ever - anywhere, but it is now calling me. The veil (curtain) was lifted for me about 2 years ago, and I can hardly think of anything else since that time. I found Project Camelot many months ago and visit it every day. I search the internet everyday for more of what may be the TRUTH. I could document the books and realizations that have brought me to this place. (mind control, gov cover-ups - real things that can be physically documented) I think that 'realizing' it is different for every single person. Everything somehow came into view. I started voraciously reading everything I could get my hands on. Still do.

I still (especially) don't believe everything that I hear or read. But now when I hear any main stream news (in passing), I always wonder, 'What is the REAL story?'. And that is a start. But I am surprised at how many people look at me like I am literally crazy when I try to discuss this.

I am not and have never been a religious person - but I love people, animals, nature, the earth and good will. I feel this is inate and I would do anything to help other people if I could.

My husband truly thinks I have lost it with all my conspiracy talk. But I know that my concerns have merit. I have never been someone to subscribe to ....really anything!! Except this. I am so sure about it. I have never once waivered on my feelings about this. It is just... right ..in my mind. At some very specific points - it all came together for me. (the realization of all the universal scams)

So, I am trying to think about what will I do if the worst happens. What if we are required to live on the earth without the society/technology that we have now, if we are so lucky to not be shipped of off to a FEMA camp. I am a city girl - sure I am smart - well educated (indoctrinated as I have come to realize), but what do I have to offer? My husband can build a house, build a car with his own two hands (his profession) and grew up hunting and fishing for his family's food! If I was with him, I think I'd have a decent choice, but what if we were separated? I think together we could do pretty well bartering services, because he can do so much. I am very much into gardening - but I am only a beginner, and live on only 1 acre of land.

We (collectively) need to band together, in our own areas, and have an emergency plan, in case the worst case scenario occurs. So who's with me around here? Don't we need to have a list of dedicated and organized people to share resources if need be?

I am thinking positively - and sending out good thoughts to all. But I want to be prepared too, physically and mentally.

Am I right in thinking that this is what the 'Ground Crew' means?
Your story echo's fairly much what has happened to me. I am sure that this is also typical of all those who visit this forum.

Like you, I find it difficult to talk to anyone about this information and here is really the first outlet that I feel comfortable doing so.

Hang in there.
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