[Lionhawk]

Lionhawk puts a couple of logs on the fire........................

You know Susan, you really have a lot of chips on your shoulder. Your posts typically bleed with your pain as of late. In just a few minutes you have gone and accused me of doing something in some conspiracy, then retracted it and apologized, then accused me of telling you lies in the next moment. And in the lies you accused me of telling you, you did not tell the truth as to what I had said. So if you had quoted what I had truly said and posted that in public for all to see, despite the fact that what was said was private between you and I in the first place, I wouldn't mind that. So in one fell swoop, you have broken an agreement of privacy between us, manipulated and lied about what I had said, and thirdly posted your claims for the world to see to try and discredit me or humiliate me.

But you know, I still do have compassion for you and I am not going to do what you have done here. I don't want to embarrass you in public in this way. It serves no higher purpose even though I can back it up as to what was said and what exchange occurred between us. The Grandfather and the Grandmother aspects within you have already vetted me. Along with the other female who also showed herself. But there is one still behind you that is attached to you that does not have your highest regards in mind.

What I will make official however is what came down last Friday morning. The word is that you have been compromised. That compromise became a reality as of a week ago Monday. You were used as a doorway to the attack that happened to me on that Monday. Without your knowing.

Now when they sent the word down as to you being compromised, it also meant that you could no longer be trusted. That was sad news to me.

You and your aspects, the ones that I have met, need to figure out what other aspect that is hiding behind you that has caused this to happen. Until you do, your credibility will not be restored and you will not have the authority to administer your gifts and talents as you have done so in the past with tangible weight in the spirit.

You my Dear have been hiding the truth under the carpet and many here know pieces of that truth, but have kept their silence in hopes that one who is supposed to be so evolved spiritually would figure it out for yourself. I acknowledge the grace they have exercised on your behalf.

Maybe you think you can cover it all up by causing all the distracting posts that you write. Or by attacking people who are not in alignment with this Thuban material. Or by attacking those who have been attack that have come forth in all honesty and all you could do was slice on them some more. I could write a book on just the psychological ramifications that have occurred here with this Thuban material. Would make a great thesis.

The group dynamic that you so desperately seek is a fallacy in spiritual terms. Your group dynamic is based in duality. Not in oneness. And in the real new age movement, duality is not the method sought anymore. The ones who are the leaders in the group use your life force to their will. And that is something that anyone who is seeking to find their own path, must not engage in if they seek true enlightenment. Because it always leads to being compromised. Also another thing is the Creator is unconditional. And yet you treat spirituality as conditional, which is not in alignment with the Creator. You only limit yourself by placing a price on spirit when the spirit is priceless. It's your boat and your choice and not mine. But I also suspect that you have made money from people because you placed conditions before them. Who have you charged here?

As to putting the cougar in the hawk and the hawk in the cougar as to the choices you present as there were no other choice was a manipulation on your part. Now I ask you why would I even consider doing that? The hawk is so beautiful as she is and same with the cougar. Perfect just the way the Creator meant them to be. Why distort something that magnificent by putting one in the other? Why fix something that isn't broke to begin with?

What a sad state of affairs here Susan. And you can push it all you want to but it isn't going to change what has been swept under the carpet till you get to the bottom of it. You are the one who needs to stop time and space and figure out where it has gone wrong within yourself and stop victimizing others with your pain. God Bless you in those efforts.