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mikey · 03-07-2010, 11:34 AM

to all here...

i joined this forum the very day it opened and iv moderated on here in the past so i hope my words here are understood with big love and best intentions to everyone who cares to read...and even more for those who don’t.

there has been a lot of negative **** (excuse my language) and seems to be more bad vibes on this forum to date then there ever has been. I believe it shouldn’t be here now, or ever, or anywhere for that matter.

the thuban stuff on here and its removal as well as the removal of forum members, has stirred this place up even more so especially after the elaborate splitting of the bill and kerry partnership. there seems to be accusations flying around, finger pointing, people demanding this or that be returned etc etc. which is fine really...im all for free speech, believe me. yet it is the manner of how these things are approached.

when i first started ‘’waking up’’ as it were, my desire for more information was what can only be described as unhealthy. i wanted to know more and more about this and that...which led me on to a different this and that and onto another this which inadvertently linked back to the original that and so on...mind blowing and consciousness expanding stuff to me at the time. this, as im sure u all know...is tiring stuff and soon my curiosity started to work intuitively and i only started investigating topics which resonated with me on another level and left a lot of other stuff go...my outward seeking for all information out there was being directed by an inward knowing of what i really needed or wanted to find out. we are bigger than all of this.

the moral or reason why i am telling you all this is that there are no coincidences.

living online and in forum mode can be energy sapping, emotionally challenging and draining as well as brilliant, informative and bonding. but it is striking that balance that can be tricky. we engage thru our very limited language where our words carry our intentions and hopefully the reader/recipient will get the idea of what we’re trying to put across, but ofcourse this doesn’t always work and things become blurry. we think what we say not say what we think.

therefore with this in mind i believe we all have a responsibility to ourselves with regards to the manner in which we conduct ourselves and consequently to interact with others online...let alone in our ‘’real’’ lives. the best intentions must be at heart... to be within the centre of your own multi-verse smiling outwardly and loving inwardly.
i really can find no reason for anything other.

this seems to be a major time of upheaval for all the admin etc with this site and imho i wish them all the luck with it. as members and essentially a small community we should be grateful and considerate of the fact this place even exists. if you’ll please excuse the cliché...the only real information you need can be found no further than inside of yourself...this is the only truth you need to know.

just be
peace always, mike (aka bananaman)

03-07-2010, 11:34 AM	#1
mikey Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 228	posters, posers, onlookers, dabblers to all here... i joined this forum the very day it opened and iv moderated on here in the past so i hope my words here are understood with big love and best intentions to everyone who cares to read...and even more for those who don’t. there has been a lot of negative **** (excuse my language) and seems to be more bad vibes on this forum to date then there ever has been. I believe it shouldn’t be here now, or ever, or anywhere for that matter. the thuban stuff on here and its removal as well as the removal of forum members, has stirred this place up even more so especially after the elaborate splitting of the bill and kerry partnership. there seems to be accusations flying around, finger pointing, people demanding this or that be returned etc etc. which is fine really...im all for free speech, believe me. yet it is the manner of how these things are approached. when i first started ‘’waking up’’ as it were, my desire for more information was what can only be described as unhealthy. i wanted to know more and more about this and that...which led me on to a different this and that and onto another this which inadvertently linked back to the original that and so on...mind blowing and consciousness expanding stuff to me at the time. this, as im sure u all know...is tiring stuff and soon my curiosity started to work intuitively and i only started investigating topics which resonated with me on another level and left a lot of other stuff go...my outward seeking for all information out there was being directed by an inward knowing of what i really needed or wanted to find out. we are bigger than all of this. the moral or reason why i am telling you all this is that there are no coincidences. living online and in forum mode can be energy sapping, emotionally challenging and draining as well as brilliant, informative and bonding. but it is striking that balance that can be tricky. we engage thru our very limited language where our words carry our intentions and hopefully the reader/recipient will get the idea of what we’re trying to put across, but ofcourse this doesn’t always work and things become blurry. we think what we say not say what we think. therefore with this in mind i believe we all have a responsibility to ourselves with regards to the manner in which we conduct ourselves and consequently to interact with others online...let alone in our ‘’real’’ lives. the best intentions must be at heart... to be within the centre of your own multi-verse smiling outwardly and loving inwardly. i really can find no reason for anything other. this seems to be a major time of upheaval for all the admin etc with this site and imho i wish them all the luck with it. as members and essentially a small community we should be grateful and considerate of the fact this place even exists. if you’ll please excuse the cliché...the only real information you need can be found no further than inside of yourself...this is the only truth you need to know. just be peace always, mike (aka bananaman)