Hello Mandchild
I may have a tool that may help you ward those attacks I have posted in the new Keylontic Science group a technique calles "epsilon sequency" which is very efficient at disengaging visitors attacks and manipulation
You have to do it each time you need it. I suggest you use it in the day several times so your subconsciouss will "get" it and do it automatically at night
Here is the link
http://projectavalon.net/forum/group.php?groupid=87
I will be posting other bits and pieces in the future about KS too. All that are interested in this kind of sciences and ascencion are welcome to join
Love