I have been thinking about what I said in an earlier post ...
I guess one has to be willing to admit to being "needy" in order to find a partner... for if someone does not NEED another person to be with them, then they are not putting out "attraction vibes", therefore there is no connection...
... and that means that there is no need for further growth (I can hear my dad again- ) and since I am still here, that means I have not arrived at my perfected state yet... (I must have been deluding myself all these years- haha)
does that make sense (sometimes what is in my brain and what comes out of my mouth don't quite match up)?...
So... I am going to retract and admit that I have a need not to be alone anymore...
whew- that was tough! (thanks everyone for helping me to grow some more)
