I found the same thing six months ago or so Maruerite... what does living in a state of worry achieve? It takes us away from living.
I am living now. I don't have to wait for it.
Do the garden, make a cake. Build a compost bin ! (check my homepage out!) Make friends. Enjoy your family. Enjoy people.
In this way, there is nothing to fear. All our lives will end at some point and we don't know what will happen.
So best to enjoy the things we know about
I'm with you 100%.
Can I have a piece of that delicious fudge cake?