[Carol]

I got over my paranoia years ago. Having people with the highest security level clearance in my home along with others who know all the other folks who are whistle blowers made me realize that anyone in the right circumstance can look at anything at anytime. However, it was after my little ET experience I also realized there is no such thing as secrets because telepathy is real and one can't hide. Subsequently it isn't worth the effort or energy to be afraid. Sometimes my email may be delayed but that is about it. There isn't anything earth shattering in it and certainly no secrets. My name may be on some lists but no one has ever showed up. And even if they did what would they do? I'm too far down on the totum pole for anyone to really care. And I am not a threat and probably considered boring if ever monitored.

Facing fear and walking to the other side is liberating.

As to if Kerry is being used. That is possible. However, it is also her choice and I suspect she has good instincts so would catch on fairly quickly. Perhaps it is more a mutual association where both are being used for different purposes that may be at work here. However, it still isn't our business. We are just spectators at this point and working at our own discrimination when being an observor. I think we all wish them the best and just have to let it go at that.