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Originally Posted by yellowcosmicseed
Because this is the healing section i am posting this. I hope that this is suitable for this forum. I dont think this would be the best place for help, or maybe it is. Well this is a spiritual issue.
I was child abused (father) and I still feel great darkness. I am a loner, a mid-teen, and very dissociative. I don't criticize myslef much, I am just very passive and I mope around. I daydream a lot and i am always very tense. I feel like a cloud of fog. I do have PTSD.
I am asking for spiritual advice which is better then secular psychology.
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This is what I observere in your energyfield. Just as you already have said, your energy is hidden deep within you and that is ofcourse understandable as of what you have already said.
As mentioned above a very good thing to do is to talk to another person that you trust 100%.
As I observe your entire energy field, you tend to hide it all inside an energy sphere and no energy gets past that sphere. You totally controll the sphere and let no one inside it. This of course creates distans to other people around you as you already have observed.
It is therefore adviseble to first find a person that has you full trust. Advisebly a professional person that knows how to handle these matters.
Hopfully this will give you a clue of where to start. Good luck now.