Is easy to be confuse with so much information and even turn off by it.
If you are a seeker of truth as it applies to your life I can only recommend to look within yourself first for the answers. Write your questions and goals down and be honest with yourself, you will be surprise how much you already know. What resonates for me might not resonate for you, this for me is the beauty of our journey , different roads same destination.
A warm welcome to you .