The more i learn about us humans and myself as a man, I am getting somewhat frustrated.
We are complicating every single thing we look upon,feel,touch...
I am imagining how must have been hard for Christ back then to explain these truths to people.
I mean he performed thousands of miracles,fed the hungry,heal the sick,expelled demons,saved people`s lives,resurrected people... and who know what else since John writes at the very end of his gospel that if every thing was written down ,whole world would not be enough to take the scrolls which would be written.
Now Jesus did all that and you find in the end of gospels that even then his disciples didn`t believe!!!
Come on!
What more can be done???
Remember Thomas who said that if he put his arms in Christ`s wounds and put his fingers through nail holes ,he`d then believe that Jesus was resurrected?
I mean Thomas-how much more did you need ? What- for Jesus had to move whole planet that you`d believe finally?
He`d have to -I don`t know-blow fire from his mouth-kill demons with lasers from his eyes, move people up in the air and who knows what more?
I mean Thomas was there for three years daily watching miracles,DAILY and still didn`t believe...
What would you and me do if we were just for one day back then with Jesus?
Would we believe or not?
No wonder why Christ himself was frustrated and said once :"For how long I must suffer you...?"
Despite all, we`re loved and I think, why don`t we show a little faith for God`s sake? Why don`t we share a little love to our neighbor and actually be as Christ?
WHY WHY WHY?
I am sometimes soo ***ed off
firstly on my self and on my fellow humans...