[Clarityofawareness]

Nice nick name Spiralina. Does it have anything to do with the algae or what ever that stuff is for better health? If so I'm a big fan, have taken it before as well.

I came so close to funding what I and my higher self called, "The Villages of Light". Several off the grid villages where everyone's instinct of oneness being well promoted in everyday life there. I was so close to winning that money, so very close. Then my ego kicked in and taught me lessons I thought had been solved by me years before. I guess the chance to win $60 million could easily do such to other people as well. Thing is, I really wanted nothing to do with making any money or even spending it. I just deeply desired a place of much more open and like minds, where money was basically the last thing, or better yet "never" on everyone's minds. Barter or bartering is in my opinion the best way to go. Yet in such Villages of Light most everything that the villagers need in life is what they themselves produce for each other. "That's communism", a friend of mine stated to me after I had tried to explain to him what oneness really is. Oneness concerning these Villages of Light. Yet, there is no real way to explain or show oneness. The purest way is to experience oneness instead.

Well... I'm back now ....on the net... I guess. I still find that the feelings I had (before I left here) are still with me now. That is, what I'd really like is for it all (most or all) of the world to shut down and everyone start over again. This time start with the basis of family as the main foundation of it all. So everything operates based on family. Less separation and more oneness. Even if such does happen who's to say that we won't become sheaple again so easily as before?

Now that we know that such may not happen in our life time what are our options right now?

a) Let mass population reduction and the few folks left restart humanity in a true more balanced direction or at least the chance of such happening? If it would mean that I be one of the ones to be cleansed from this reality/mother earth in order for such to happen, then so be it.

b) Go with the flow and don't think about such things.

c) Simply just "BE" the parallel reality of your choice where it soon merges into and becomes your whole reality experience. Now this, yes, ...this I have accomplished on occasion.

d) Of course there is always the option of "none of the above."

I've learned a lot while being off the net. For example, I've learned that I can't help change our world until I change myself as well. I've known this for decades, but not in every perspective, which know one could ever really all know (maybe). Challenging to explain here. Well, it's nice to be back... I guess. lol Nothing against anyone here, just still figuring out some shtuff ; ) It's all good so don't worry. We're all in this together, that much I do know. I hope that everyone is doing well.

Kevin