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Old 02-09-2010, 08:14 PM   #69
Shaynard
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Default Re: Who are you? What is your purpose?

Beautiful thread.. great to read.. thank you to all who have contributed.


I know well what I am, and who I was, and why I am here. Although I cannot share too much openly I will say I enjoy my times here. This experience is truly beautiful when you can look at it from high enough above. Very different than what I know best, but beautiful all the same.

The language with all its disruptive effects and wonderful power. The physical shell and the attachment we feel. The progress and regress.

It's all so wonderful I could make points forever (literally) and in some way I will.

Now, I am here to watch this show. Observing and adding what my heart feels is needed. Protecting purity and love.. I cannot call what i do fighting, but it is a battle none the less, and one I am honored to be a part of, for the good of us all.

I have come to know the ways in which I am "different" than most, here, however I see the ways in which we are the same as what is important. My vibration causes many a paradox to occur, yet I would not trade it for anything. I wanted to be here to watch this all end, to start again, as it was, as it should be. There is no ego here, only understanding, and love for us all.. and how we are the same. Different parts of a whole.

As much as I know, I am also aware that somewhere, someone (or more than one) knows "me" even better than I do. I know that while I watch this, which I call "the Show" I am watching those I am here to protect.. as well as those who will protect me.. and eventually.. Remind me of the things I cannot remember.

I can recall 4 trips here.. Excluding the present.. I am fairly sure this will be the last for quire some time.

In light, of love
Shaynard
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