Sirena,
You seem to know about MK ultra, you seem to be aware of the atrocities committed by the powers that be in other instances. Yet you are asking the very same people to help you.
We need far less government in our lives, not the opposite. Look at whats
happened since they started helping us with every "problem" that we have.
It makes matters worse not better. Just look around, really... look.
I think stations like F6O6X6 news and media controlled Oprah has gotten you far more scared then you ought to be. I would start really looking into those "facts" that you posted.
Instead of relying on third party sources that make a living from fear mongering.