I wholeheartedly share your view droid. this is what I do...
1... take a break from Avalon... I recommend it! See if you
can
Your mind will stop fizzing after a couple of days away...
2... the threads are not all about doom and gloom here (ok... maybe 80%) so I have started looking for the ones that contain
truth, that is , the personal accounts of how people feel and what they have experienced or struggle with. Your thread is exactly one such. they are relatively easy to spot.
3... did I mention take a break ?! See my thread "step away from the PC" (get the plug in for my ego...)
lol
I came to an idea, that it is not possible for me personally to verify any of this stuff. Ok, it makes intelligent sense... but yes, why fill every day with it? If there's a cataclysm and they want to round everyone up with UN troops and heat seeking goggles and night vision specs..just how far is everyone prepared to prepare?? It's a monster you can't outrun that one. Do you have enough food, do you live on a mountain, do you live in a nuclear bunker, how are you going to avoid being chipped, how are you not going to get a deadly plague virus (bought your mask yet), how are you going to live without electricity, how are you going to stop bands of marauding 'survivors' carrying your family off and eating them....erm... need I go on?
Each situation is going to require a plan and the easiest plan I can come up with is this: if we're all one consciousness and we're all connected, then the easiest way to change the world is by your connection to that consciousness. Fix it from the inside out. You go buy a gun and ammo...you are programming that consciousness with a fearful or angry intent.
Maybe I'm starting to understand what martyrs were all about. Ok, maybe it's not for everyone (lol) but if you are truly centred and at one and at peace with the universe, there is nothing stronger, and also nothing to lose.
these bodies are only borrowed anyway - so what future are we going to invest in, DNA that divides and eventually corrupts, or being at one with everything and a part of everything.
I'll take o-b-wan's path anyday...
Love
K