I agree that life is tricky, especially if like me you have nothing of value to sell. And this enlightened stuff doesnt feed my 9 year old lol?
However, i do know for me that i was given exact co-ordinates to go and live if i wanted to live pass 2012. Funnily enough someone i respect confirmed that it was a good place for me. a montauk boy. so aliens, 4th dimension, food stocking who knows all i know is that my instinct and inner psychic abilities has told me where to " hang out" and i will be going this january.
I will go be a nanny if thats what it takes, i cant stand london anymore, i grew up in the middle of africa and asia, to many buildings need mountains and nature.