[Sanat]

The shock of being born (with amnisia) and growing up in a world that is so lacking of Love/Light, Joy and Presence is greater for Souls that are used to much better conditions. They have not been hardened by life after life in these conditions. Their sensitivity, innocence and openness is often not appreciated to say the least. The pressure is on to become another "useful" gear in "the machine". The parents are often like that and they don't want to face that their life has mostly been a waste execpt for a few squirms before they "grew up" (that is: became "serious" and thus gave in to the programming). This was always my greatest fear. To give in to the programming and become a fake mask with a stiff smile and a life as mechanical as a clockwork orange. I would rather drink myself to death than suffer that destiny...hehe

However, we need to face the fact that we have signed up for this suffering for a reason. To grow out of it! To evolve and lead the way! After all, we have only lived one or half a life under these conditions and most "normal" people here have lived hundreds of lifes if not thousands. To get rid of the programming should be easier for an "indigo" than a non-indigo from this perspective. Many fall into the trap of victim consciousness and that can be hard to break free from. Its good to remember that you planned your own life and your own trials etc. All in order to grow and grow fast. Wakeup calls have also been set to trigger you along the way. The mind is really designed to cleanse itself. But this can only happen if the person allows it to do so by being willing to face all that is repressed in a honest manner. Most people would rather stick to status quo (as bad as that might be) than facing the "scary" unknown...

Empathy and sensitivity is not enough. You must be strong also. Strong enough to never blame the circumstances for anything. It is always possible to interpret any given situation in a way that maximises your benefit and learning from it. With that approach you will never be a victim to anything or anyone.