[mntruthseeker]

I have been with my husband for 40 years on Jan 3rd.

I awoke two years ago and still have so much to learn.

I have three children and they tend to ignore me when I tried talking to them. For weeks I sat alone not knowing what to do. Only one of my sons is awake and aware and has been since age 5yrs old. I know I shunned him so its no surprise how the rest of them act

I finally quit telling them things as it only ends up in battle. I started asking what their thoughts were on things and left it at that. I read that its easier that way. So far it is working.

Now, after two years my daughter is coming to me and asking questions............FINALLY. My husband will say things to show me that he sees but rather not discuss it. He can talk and I will listen. I will answer any questions he has..........I find that after two years silence even some of my sisters are hunting me down on the internet to ask me questions now.

Thats all I can do........I wont leave my husband although there were times I seriously want to do so. I have found a solution and so far it seems to work. I dont feel I have to.

I protect myself against their negativity because I can't just pick up and leave but I want protection so as to keep me from sliding down. I'm sure you understand.

I wrap all of them in my circle of protection each day. I find that I have been able to hang unto my sanity that way.


I have to agree with Linda Baker...................set an example and she'll come around. It doesnt do either of you any good to get upset as its giving into them (TPTB)

wrong total of years, shorted us of 10 oops