[illuminate]

wow.

Kula that was so moving, it made me cry
tears of joy and love
you truly get it

and Shaynard, Astra, and everyone who has posted
or read with understanding...
you all remind me why I should always battle my ego

my ego tells me not to write posts like this
it told me not to start this thread
that no-one would care
no-one wanted to hear this
that it wouldn't matter
that it wouldn't make a difference

and I always hesitate to say anything
because I don't want it to be about me
but I feel if I don't share a true and intimate part of myself
then how could I ask you to share your love

you've really blown me away Kula...
AMEN my brother, I am so proud to be a part of you!
I AM so proud to be a part of each of you!!!

each and everyone of YOU makes a difference
everyday
with every thought

so please
I beg you
let's tip the scales and create the reality we all want


I love you!