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Originally Posted by eleni
Kra, I have never seen entities in a well lit environment so even if that protection was false ( I also burned large white candles) it soothed my soul and added a comfort that was not there say if the lights were completely out.
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I understand... i had experienced almost the same thing. I didn't want to go out of body at that time but i felt like someone (something) was trying to force me... it was late in night i was trying to stay awake (for that reason) altough i was tired and after keeping my eyes closed for 2 minutes or so... my body fell asleep and i lost control of it (body possition didn't matter)... it was paralyzed (i am well aware of the process) and my mind was awake (as it usualy goes). And then i would "fight" to get out of that state and wake up and regain control of my physical body... and then again i closed my eyes for 2 minutes and it was enough. It happened like that for two hours or so. I... like you... kept the lights on but in that state when i was "not yet out of body" i saw a shadow of some sort (spherical vision) right next to me (it was not the first time). I don't know what that shadow was or what did he want and why it was next to me but i knew it had something to do with my forced out of body experience. It didn't even had a form i can't describe it... you probably understand what i'm saying. AstralWalker (Pane Andov) described something similar in his book "Extraordinary Powers in Humans"... when he was astral projecting such shadows attacked him. This is not the only reason for which i said keeping the lights on makes no difference but what you said is also true.