when you are in a state of fear your aura retracts against your body.
Just let go.
Just let love.
Well if you are genuine as the title says i hope you can overcome. If you are not genuine and we all see a spy an call you on it what would you say? Not saying you are... Just always curious ya know as i tried to say your name its just how it came out lol. anyway. Truth be told...I have not personal had such an experience...but others may have...like initiate says so...maybe I am just saying you name incorrect.
What dose it mean! What do you think it means?
I find your story strange...please forgive me if you are actually experiencing what you claim and I would wish you success in finding a true solution to overcoming. i would suggest moving the pile of metal from outside your window. And ask you higher guides for help. You just might get it
peace jt