[carriblu]

im having a problem with what i think might be energy parasites but im not exactly sure, if anyone can help or has experience with something like what im describing it would really be appreciated...

i woke up one day last week with an amazing feeling of peace and stillness. for a little while i just laid there and enjoyed it but after a few seconds all of a sudden i felt this surge of fear in my stomach, like it had jumped into me and the peace was gone. now i was laying there in dread of the day, and of everything basically.

so i began to meditate and i stayed in my bed for a long time, until the late afternoon just aknowleging the fear and getting it out of my system and clearing it away until finaly i found that peace again. and it was great, i was free of this fear that i had been carrying all that time without even realizing it.

and so what i learned for this is that there are emotions litteraly stuck in my body, or my energy field... i'm carrying them with me in places besides my mind or brain(they're not just charged memories, they're living unaknowleged emotions). so i began searching my body for more repressed emotions, instead of my usual way of meditating which would be to let my mind take over and lead me to a repressed memory. and this lead me to my face.

in my face, and i assure i am not crazy, there are some sort of energy parasites! they do not feel like charged emotions, these things move around my face when i focus on them in meditation. wherever they move feels like the most disgusting feeling i have ever felt and wherever they are makes me feel like i have to vomit.

so... what i need help with is, what do i do with these things?! i have tried just focusing on them.. but they seem to try to get away from my focus by moving around my face or up to my head (its the weirdest thing ever,i know). its not like a trapped emotion where you can focus on it and let it run its course... these things dont go away, and i ive had to fall asslep multiple times now knowing they are in my face because i just cant get them to leave. i dont know what to do. and maybe these arent parasites, maybe they are just balls of emotion but if anyone knows what they are or has had a similar experience please let me know! thanks so much