I tell you Carriblu... there is something very spiritual and 'other' about Holly... they are very surreal. I went through this whole wood of it once and it felt like it was another realm.
Orthodoxy.. you hang in there brother!... Brother Anchor will squeeze your broadband feed to a drip if you need help to get away
Look at me.. 2:10 am... and I'm on a roll.... I think these things go in waves... it's ok to connect into the cosmic energy that is Avalon...for a bit...especially when there's something to say.
I feel like I've had a lot to say recently.

I hope calm will prevail
Just know that if you're having trouble logging off...you'll always find a sympathetic ear here.... TV is not the answer I'm sure... but maybe another addiction...hmm.. let me see... I could get addicted to guitar practice instead. That could be useful...
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